Friday, April 10, 2009
ok let me start my last post.ok this post ish mostly about jx.i dun lyk him but i still have to write this.i also dunno y.i jz felt that i nidda voice out wad i felt about him n things.ok firstly,i feel that he thinks that i lyk him.but the problem ish i dun.that ish wad i noe clearly.mayb somewhere or something in me do lyk him without me knowing that caused him to misunderstand me.but i truly do not lyk him.y would i think that he thought that i lyk him?i wunt do that 4 no reason la.i obviously have the evidence la.1.)everytym he look at ll,i'm beside ll n i will accidentally look at him n he will gib me a lyk erm disgusted look?(get this right,i din purposely look at u.==) 2.)when ll said that onli the guy hu the girl lyk could touch her hair,i lyk accidentally hit him wif my hair he would immediately siam. 3.)everytym i accidentally look at him,he will lyk dunno la gimme the kind of look that indicates that he doesnt lyk me.(i know that) 4.)he will always minimize the possiblity of getting in contact with me.(stop making me look lyk i've got an infectious diesease) i know this involves with alot of accidents.but it is really all accidents.so pls stop imagining that i lyk u.stop it,u disgust me.. the onli person who i had described this to ish ll.coz whenever i tell sn something bad about jx,she will defend him.nvm it's not ur(sn)fault,i can understand de.so i conclude that the relationship between me n jx ish 互看不爽.haha.. very 江湖 hor?i noe.haha..den i really wish that he will stop making the girls in my gang or even the girls in class think that he lyks them.he's making my gang messy,disordered,or wad so ever i dunno how to describe la.my advice to him is,if he really lyk some1,juz go for it.stop making others confused.it frustrates me.i dun wan my fwens to mood swing bcoz of him.u're not everything,u aint anything.stop thinking that u are a cansova. my onli feeling about u ish that u suck.i noe u also think that i suck.but nvm i dun care wad u tink.ok i'm done wif this part.see la,idoit jx,make me sound so profound..wth..i'm suprised to see from hm's blog that she admits to everyone hu she lyk b4.i wouldn't dare to do that..ok nvm i'm ending my post.
